Newfound lightness

I decided to wait to write another blog till after Tishaa B’av. Felt like I needed to transition into a lighter time. Time of Geula. I’m trying my best to make the most out of this situation. Made my room feel as homey as possible. Sheets from home. Flowers. My walls are filled with my children’s drawings. They come to visit me a few times a week. A few days ago, they all came and showered here. I brushed their hair in my bed. Who knew normal mundane mommy tasks could be so enjoyable?!.. They all put pj’s on, and we ate dinner together in the wards ‘family room’. Trying to create new normal family life. Today they came to visit. All came into the room for my ultrasound. They got to see the babies for the first time. Shalev just kept on saying: “wow, wow”. Too cute!!
Dr. yuval gave them all their own 3d printout of baby C. we’ve kind of unintentionally been leaving her out, for a while.
We headed back to my room and all took a 2 hour nap together. It was wonderful. The nurses walked in, and were so impressed..
Then my incredible husband took them all to the zoo (while fasting!). Did I mention he truly is one of a kind?..

I’m starting to enjoy the new feeling of movements inside. It is different than how I felt before, with all 3 moving around.
Now, I can clearly distinguish between my 2 wiggling babies. Their movements make me happy. Yesterday I found myself singing aloud to them in the shower. Made me smile.

The main hurdle now, is to keep them in. I’m still having a lot of ‘uteran activity’. It looks like I’ll be getting steroid shots on Friday to help with their lung development, in case Hashem has plans for them to come sooner than later. I’m feeling mostly positive. All I can do, is my best…
Sending good vibes out to all of you.



8 thoughts on “Newfound lightness

    • Soo BEAUTIFUL♥ I Love your precious heart♥ Thank you so MUCH for sharing your life with us. May GoD AllMighty always Bless you & yous♥ Love from Idaho- USA♥

  1. You yourself are a miracle. You’re on my T’hillim prayer list. I’m glad you’re being pragmatic. This is your life until your babies are born. The longer you’re there the quicker they will be home, G-d willing.

  2. Thinking of you and your family. You are truly a remarkable woman/mom and I am sure, daughter and wife!
    You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hope to meet you one of these days.

  3. Just keep on hanging in. You are amazing and you are doing amazing. Your man is awesome. Kol hakavod. I am dovening and dovening for you and keeping you all in my tefilot, Shiur dedications and in my heart, love……

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